Pain Diary


My Day to Day


Day 2, Oct 14

6:05-6:25 a.m. Dear Diary, I am in a great deal of pain. It feels like my stomach is in knots honestly. I got up to use the restroom and of course it was a lot of blood. My pelvic area feels swollen and I feel weak. My left arm is tingling & numb. My body just feels like it is falling apart and my head hurts like crazy.

7:25-8:19am  
I went back to sleep since I had time. I woke up clutching my stomach in tears from the pain. My neck is still swollen and has a lump on it. I went to the restroom. I felt like I had to have a bowel movement but nothing would come out. I struggled back to my room and managed to get dressed some kind of way. My incisions feel like someone is trying to open and my organs are trying to push out. My pelvic muscles feel like they are about to burst. My other tension area, feels like it is being pushed together. My cramps are so unbearable and it's hard trying not to cry. I've made the decision to only go to one class today and that's only because I have a quiz in there. If I didn't I wouldn't be going. Every bump that is hit in the car is sending a sharp pain through my body. My head is pounding. I have on my glasses if you know me I rarely wear them out so that's how you know I'm really really hurting 

1:37pm
I came home ate took a nap and went to sleep. I had to wrap up in my heating pad to get comfortable. I woke up to a pounding over baring headache


?-10:10pm 
My foot was shaking on its own and I could feel my heart beat right along with it. My left ovary feels like it's being bounced around like a basketball. My stomach is in knots and my headaches are still intense. I feel like I have to have a bowel movement but I can not go.


10:40-10:52 
I showered and turned red insistently. I am not too sure why. It's like the water was too hard I don't really know


10/29/16  
I woke up having pain in different parts of my body. It is not a very nice feeling. I had to go get my allergy shot and after wards I did not feel much better. By 10 almost 11pm my legs and ovaries were in excruciating pain and I balled up on the floor in tears.


10/30/16 12:56a.m. 
I woke up feeling tired and groggy. It feels like I was hit by a bus, an 18 wheeler and then another bus. My headache is terrible and I feel like I am about to puke everywhere.  


11/4/16  
My legs, head & left pelvic area have been hurting all day long. After getting my cortisone shot at the neurologist I've been having muscle spasms and chronic pelvic pain. My hips hurt so bad and they burn. I took my antidepressant and not too long after threw up in my mouth. [10:11pm]


11/5-11/7
My hips and pelvic area have really been giving me issues. My leg pain has still been there and I am still stiff.


11/8 
I took both the Nortriptyline and Tizanidine last night. I woke up with a prominent headache and very stiff. My hips,pelvic area,neck and legs are giving me the most issues. After taking my Gabapentin at about 6:12 a.m. My neck is bothering me more now and my headache is atrocious. I have a migraine  (11:10a.m.)


11/10  
I did not make it to school today. I woke up with a really bad migraine and horrible cramps. I've gone throughout the day with all that & killer pelvic cramps. I have blood clots when I use the restroom and after my B-12 shot about an hour later I feel like I'm about to pass out. I have a migraine and a racing heart. Applying ice to my neck does not help.

11/11While in the middle of eating I began to be in a tremendous amount of pain. Migraine, legs pain, pelvic pain, ovarian pain, ear burning, body burning and tingling, neck pain,unable to stand,cannot get comfortable. Feeling as though I have to throw up. I had chicken strips from Memphis best wings. I took all of my medicine for the night. 9:30pm


11/14
My attention span is off today. I am sitting in class unable to focus because I feel so uncomfortable. I feel sick and like I'm in need of rest. The lights in here are not helping at all. I woke up this morning and my heart was racing. I have a nagging pain right under my left breast as well. 9:29a.m.


11/17 
I woke up with a headache and I feel uncomfortable. I'm shaking and I feel weak.


11/18 
Last night my I got a random stinging and sharp pain through my abdominal area. My leg,and ear began to burn along with my heart racing and I could feel my heartbeat through my ear. My chest continued to hurt and a radiation of pain and a burning tingling feeling ran down my left side. I woke up out of my sleep holding my chest and burning up. I wake up for school with a headache, hip pain and whole body discomfort


11/26  
At around 7:30 a.m. I woke up feeling exhausted. I I took my normal morning medication and my Vitamin D pill. I went to my sister's to help prep for pictures I was still tired. I went outside around 12:45 and began walking the Botanical Gardens at 1:00 but I was okay for a little while. As soon as we left at about 2:30 I was dog tired again. I came home and tried to go to sleep around 5:30 but I had a hard time. I finally went but in the midst of being sleep my heart began to race. I woke up hot and feeling exhausted yet again. I have my headache of course and my knee is burning. I'm over all of it at this point. (10:12p.m.) The chest pains have moved to my right side. (12:00a.m.)


11/27 
I woke up this morning at 8:30 my headache is not so nice and my neck is hurting. My heart is racing again and it really hurts 😔


11/29
I woke up with a prominent headache and a really sore and irritated throat. I was shaking like normal but today it is lasting longer. My upper chest area right below my neck is irritated as well as me having burning sensations. (6:09am) my left elbow and right hand burn. My lower abdominal area hurts as well. It feels like something is being pulled. When I sneezed it feels like my left pelvic area caught on fire and began to ache. (7:35a.m.)


12/12  
Right now my left pelvic area feels as though that bone is being broken in half and burned. It feels like it is on fire and beginning to break down. I am laying on my right side and my left chest area is beginning to hurt. The pain is moving down to my left leg. My right shoulder is starting to burn as well.


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